RollerCOASTA! Oh NO! say WHAT!?

Did you know that I used to be too fat to ride a rollercoaster?

yes, yes it's sad but true.

I remember the moment and how ashamed and embarrassed I was of myself. It was a Six Flags New England and I was enjoying a day with 3 of my friends at the time. We were fresh out of high school and were going separate ways after the summer to different schools.

I loved Rollercoasters. I've always been something of a thrill seeker. I was the first kid to be at the front and ride the rollercoasters till the park closed.

When this day came (as I felt it would) it hit me hard. I was getting on the superman, one of the greatest rollercoasters on the eastcoast... maybe even the country, and they could not click the guard bar onto my lap because i was too fat. I had to get up in front of all these people who were waiting inline for me with hot girls and assholes who would never understand what i was feeling.

I never wanted to feel that way again.

so from that day on I hated rollercoasters. I would say they gave me headaches or made me sick. All the things that people I knew who hated rollercoasters used to say to me.

it was one of my lowest points of obesity.

Now that I've lost all my weight I am going to go on rollercoasters this summer and keep riding till the park closes!

I brought up this rollercoaster story because that is exactly what i am going through. I've been on a rollercoaster for the last week and a half. Last week I was doing awesome. I mean AWESOME. I hadn't felt as healthy or in shape at the gym since I was losing a lot of weight last year. I was eating everything I was supposed to. i was saying no. everything was awesome.

Then saturday came... I took a rest day... and I lapsed... I ate... and ate... and ATE... AND ATE!

and since I've been trying to get back on but the night time boredom has taken me hostage.

I want to let you know that we all have our weaknesses. Mine is night time eating. I tend to go straight to the fridge right when i get off of work. It's the very first thing I do. I put my shit down and open the fridge. It's a terrible habit.

Target your weakness and bite it in the butt.

I was late today too so it threw me off. I ended up just lifting (back) for and hour and a half.

I had an orange and egg sandwich for breakfast

chilli and crackers for lunch

and veggies and chicken for dinner

night time snackage...
I'm ashamed:

had a veal sandwich
some caramel peanuts
white chocolate pretzels
and a Dunkins hot chocolate.

I'm stuffed and disgusted.

You make your own choices and live with them just like I do. I had the choice. i mad the wrong one.
Will I give up and decide that hey what the hell I messed up today I'll start monday...

NO!

Losers start on Monday.

Success starts NOW!

make your choice.